Friday, 30th April 2012
Just lately i have been slapped by the waves of giving up... having feeling dreadful every second i am at my office desk. Cursing each moment wishing I was back in Semenanjung... Friendship being shattered, love life... well there was none to begin with anyway, that's the problem.
But they bought back the smile on my face. They dedicated sweet songs to me, sweet speeches, they made me smile, laugh, almost cried and they made me feel love and appreciated. They are my students :) They made tonight an inspiration. They made me remember why I became a lecturer. If only they knew how deeply they touched my heart.
Today was supposed to be a small event to fullfill the requirements for Softskill mini-project. And they did it well. Putting aside conflicts and drama, they managed to launch a beautiful dinner party and dedicated songs to each other. (and to me...!) Overall they did beyond expectation and i would proudly congratulate each one of them and proudly announce to the world that these are the students under my PA supervision... My beloved anak-anak PA....
Funny how you put so much thoughts in the wrong thing only to realize it was not what you need. Funny how you put so much love in things you should have never given attention to. Funny how they who love you don't realize the impact they made in your life and even if they do, they still don't know how much. God has a way of healing a broken heart. And in my case, it's my beloved students. And I wish and pray them the best they could ever have.
"Kami sangat bangga dan happy dapat join DKA 3B dan dapat PA yang sporting..."
God bless tonight :) I am happy.
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