This blog was never meant to be for the public. It's just something personal that I enjoy doing. yeah back in school i was crazy about writing. to the extent (sp?) of making short stories and novels which i found them now hilarrious and ridiculous. But that was the memory of my childhood. I had spent most of my years living in writings instead of reality. Then after internet, of course everything became online and reality got worse.
Anyways, it has been half a semester since i got my new bunch of classes to teach. This semester everything isnt as bad as last one. I finally found myself more in control of my anger and I learned that kids, no matter how hard or loud you yell at them, never really care that you did. So I decided to be a calm version of me. Yeah hell I was annoyed by some direspectful attitudes but i keep myself reminded that these are just youngsters who are still searching for the type of human characters they want to be. In other words, noobs in the real life.
Semester break is over. I'm back to lecturing. Somehow around 10 days of being AFW, I noticed myself being lazy and disconnected from what I love doing. I miss the workaholic me. I miss being the "Miss-I-Want-To-Impress-Everyone". At this very moment I need to find the correct tune to start kicking ass at work again.
